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Ground Zero

Today i woke up realizing u won't come back anytime soon, maybe even not coming back at all. I realized what i did to you was unforgivable. I thought i could prove to you that i still need you but you wouldn't allow it. You don't want to have anything to do with me anymore. I respect that.

I never thought things will go this way. I never thought that you will move on. I never thought that you would stop loving me. I have always believed that we would go somewhere. But then i had to spoil everything. I still can't get over why i treated u like that, not meeting you for like 4 months plus. I thank you for tolerating my nonsense.

I have no idea how long i will take to recover from this state. I will try to shred every feeling in my heart. I must be strong. You know what, it's been great watching you grow, living my life with you for a year plus. Through the ups and downs, i have cherished every moment although i took some of it for granted.

Look where we are at right now, we're completely different persons. We used to see eye to eye. Now we're walking different paths.

I'm putting my feelings to rest now. Hopefully i am able to get over this soon, to get over you that is.

Take Care Nurul Amira. I hope we cross paths again some day.