well job hunting sucked..had no mood to go in and ask for vacancy LOL sighs im so gay.. anyway i really need a job but.. something is holding me back.. money running low.. but somehow.. im not too worried.. not sure why.. it's not like someone's backing me up.. and i dropped my pack of ciggs in the bus WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF 15 sticks left mother FUCKER!!! HAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH NITES

i'm slowly starting to lose it.. i need to escape from this cruel reality

what is an apology.. is it that hard to apologise? if you're saying it's not easy to apologise.. wouldn't that be an act of selfishness? cause an apology weakens the heart.. an act of condolence.. admitting a mistake.. we are humans.. we get emotional.. we make mistakes.. we apologise for it.. a simple sorry can really change a person's day.. i'm still waiting for it..

sighs.. why do i keep losing.. cant i get any decent mates? damn dota you're so hard

i didn't really care if she was gonna leave me.. what saddened me was you weren't being honest with me.. you never really told me about your feelings.. what was i suppose to do..

this was the third.. if the fourth ever comes.. i will never turn back again..

a guy without fucking balls should just fucking die like seriously

this is just wtf.. my gf is slacking with the biggest douchebag -_- and i feel like going cck just to fucking piss on his face.. guilty but still won't admit it... WHAT THE HELL